Nikon D3100

So maybe soon I will add new photos with really quality camera...

why?
Because my stepfather really wanted a camera...and I couldn't say no to this one...
isn't it amazing?
I bet that both of my photographers are already looking forward to it :)
So maybe tomorrow if the weather won't be so bad I will go and bother nature for a while.
That's all of me because I'm absurdly tired...
so have a nice evening minna-san :)

This love, This hate

Rainy evening to everyone. :)
We have storm right now. So I can't study at all and I decided to use this time for you...
I recorded sample of my cover even though I think I will never finish it because this song is too hard...
but still my love for it is so strong.

And this time you have my singing with my bothersome talking...seriously...I hope you will enjoy it...
and also I hope it's not hard to understand because people have problem to understand me in Slovak language too.

And here you have :)

I hope in the short time I will publish more "useful" articles :D

Have a nice day :)

Masochism is a valuable job skill.

Well, so I'm staying at home another day.
My class is on a school trip so I have another amazing day-off.
It was really needed because I'm too tired recently, thanks to school.
But to be honest...I'm overworking myself more than at school...

...studying Japanese
....English Listening
....French translations
.....Excercises
......writing
and so on...so many things to do  but the day is as always too short for doing anything.

And also today I'm really oversenstive.
Do you know that feeling when you remember something? And then...you just feel so empty inside?
Yesterday...or when it was...I remember my old friends...

And I realized how much I miss them...
but still I can do nothing with it because they're far away right now.

I somehow feel like I'm trapped in my past....

I wouldn't mind...
but I wish to people who are important to me ...stay there with me :)

Well that's all of my today's complaining...have a nice day. I guess I'm going for a walk outside even though I'm sick...

bu there's too nice weather not to use it.

Language Flower

Saying hello after a long time.
Did you miss me?
Well I had really a busy weekend so I didn't have time for anything.
Especially I overslept at my boyfriend's place so there was no chance to bother internet by my existence.

Also we had our performance last friday.
It was amazing and I really enjoyed recitation of my poem.
I recited it for three times...but I when the third time came I wasn't nervous at all.
Even though when my class was watching the second performance I can swear that they could have seen how much I was trembling.
But that doesn't matter...look what was our sweet reward!

It tasted amazing.Topping was marzipan and it was so yummy!

This week I also had an important task.
It was yesterday when our Englished teacher asked us...if we want her to continue being our teacher...or we want to have someone else...
well...it was up to me ...to inform her about our attitude to it...and it was hard to say it gently.
But I did it.
Well now I'm going to sleep. I'm staying at home tomorrow because I'm sick and also I don't have school at thursday and friday because they're on a school trip.
Three day-off. Such a a beautiful week!

Inside by Ayra Kirosaku

Good afternoon my beloved readers :)
What will I bring you today?
No, it won't be some deep (or maybe not that deep) reflection.
This time it's my poem.
I won 2nd place in own creation in Slovakia.
I really put my heart into this one and mayb it will be a little bit depressive but what can I say...
that's me...if you look at me properly you can see that "black" aura all around me :D

I know that my reciting could be better but I was trying my best :) and I should work on my facial expressions :D

The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool.

So I'm here again.
And now with more reasonable article.
I was inspired to write this thanks to one girl on tumblr.

What is the trust?
And who can you trust to?
Can we believe to everything what people tell us?
The answer is easily ...no.
Many people are working in that kind of industry where...if they want to earn some money they have to deceive people.It happens everywhere but at least we can avoid it....if we're paying attention on what's going on around us...
People are always trying to look like someone else.
One of my classmates used to ...and she is still doing it...copy me.
I really hated it but I was silent. I didn't say single word...
and when I was in our library because of competition...she said...
"I want to study translating and interpretation." what is specialization which I want to study.
"Oh really? What a coincidence. I also want to study it."
"You copy cat...I wanted to study it first." said she.
"Oh, really, don't tell me. I want to study it for at least 4 month or so."
she looked down and then she started telling to everyone.
"I'm going in her footprint. At first I wanted to study psychology...and now I want to study translating and interpretation."
And now?
She's always trying to be better than me in everything. She's copying my words...and then she's trying to look like...ah i did nothing wrong...don't look at me with that look of yours.
But what is the most sick about this....is that thing that she still considers herself as my friend.

It really makes me sad just to look about it...people should be unique...original...but please you're doing the worst thing you can....stop deceiving yourself...it will be painful when you bumb into the true.

The language of friendship is not words but meanings.

Good evening my beloved readers.
Another week has started and something is telling me it will be and long week.
And that brought me to do some thinking....
About friendship...
About that how life is unfair...
About the reason why I've turned to living zombie (because of my insomnia)

And recently I really miss someone with who I can talk honestly with...because I need my bestfriend here...
Well recently everything was hard because I'm thinking a lot and life is getting harder when so many ideas overflow your poor head.
To be honest this was supposed to be a deep article...but my plans changes...because my step-father and his friend can't be slowlier and I here every single word here so I can't properly think thanks to my headache.

And I totally forgot what was that I wanted to  write...so I guess I will let it be.
But I just want to tell thanks to all people who support me in my dream to become a model.
To be honest I've started to work on my body properly and I'm taking care of my face too so I thought that I could set some blog as diary...for what I did for my health and so on. But this one still will be one for my deep thoughts.