Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head.

Today's quote is from Chuck Palahniuk.

He's the most favourite writer of my best friend and I can really understand why.
He can catch the true meaning of life.
Do you also smile with that invisble gun to your head?
I do Everyday.
We don't know what is waiting for us...outside, at work, with our family...we can't know which difficulties has life prepared for us today?
And so we're going to take our first step to a new morning...
Slowly, because we're too afraid what might come.
A robber? Police which want to arrest you.Flying stone from sky? Everything is possible.
I'm also scared of every day.

I think all people has two parts of life.

When they're looking forward to everyday. When they can't wait when night comes because they really want to have another day. They want to enjoy it as much as they can. They want to live at full blast.

And then there's another group.

When you literally pray to time...to go on slower...or to stop. When you're too afraid of another morning and you just wish it will be better the next day but in your head you're whispering that you know it. It won't be and you're lying to your bed with fear.

He's right because we can never know how will the gun of the Life looks the next time. And our only option is too wait.

Make Me Into Anything ...but just...love me

Hello there. It's longer time from time when I write here for the last time.
How have you been from that time?
I finally don't think too much because my best friend visited me...
You know that feeling when you keep some feelings inside and you can't get rid of them?
It was like this for me...for a few months but it's okay already.

You can see beautiful , optimistic , cheerful life...and that makes you think that you don't have to worry about everything.
Thanks to this beautiful weather I've started with jogging and my mind is so clear when you compare it to my mind during the winter.
I'm glad. Because it feels better than when I was worrying about everything.
Even though I still have problem to start conversation with people but it's better now and it's going to improve.

I just wanted to tell you that I'm alive :).

And I will be even more alive...so you can look forward to my next articles! :)

“If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.”

Everyone lies...
It doesn't matter if it's a white little lie...for others...
or just to cover our own back.

Do you lie? How many lies are you able to create during one day?
Imagine it. What if your nose would grow because of your every lie.

Try to empathize with Pinocchio. Would you be able to manage a life like this? Everyone could tell when you make up something what did not happen. Everone would know how honest are you with them....

This could bring people to hate you...or it could force you to dislike people.

Telepathy, growing nose...,lie detector , anything what would help you to expose a liar....it's better to let it hidden.

The world is not the best place but it would be even worse...if we knew that people are not sincere with us. We're the ones who should control how much we lie...and it's up to us if we want to see deceits of the others.

But we should know that the biggest liar is the life. It's always deceiving us and it's hidding lots of things from us so we have to find out by ouverselves.....

But I will give you little advice. Don't lie...because it just makes your life harder. Be frank and always tell what you think because I know many people who fell to their own trap.

 And I hope you won't be one of them.

Fall seven times, stand up eight.

It doesn't matter how hard we try....
That is what we're saying in this time.
No one notices my effort and no one can appreciate it. Is there some point to keep trying?

Of course it is! We shouldn't try for others but for ourselves....
We have to keep fighting for our time and we have to overcome some barriers during our life...
it can hurt sometimes...
but that doesn't mean that we should give up.
There's no reason for it when we have a chance to succeed.

The Life gave an opportunity to us and we should use all of it. We should turn every minite of our time to an experience which we don't want to forget.

As the title of article says "Fall seven times, stand up eight..." it's a japanese adverb...
even though Japan has hard times they are really optimistic people who always try their best.
When they see some challenge in front of them they won't just avoid it. They will go ahead and try to overcome it.

This is reason why should we take an example from Japan people...maybe you think that you wouldn't be able to stand again...
but if you have enough of will power...

...I can promise you that you will be able to stand on your own feet....to create your own world...with your own reality. To control your own life.

That's what we're aiming for during our life, isn't it?